Greedy

I admit that I'm a greedy person...
I know I shouldn't be...
But I can't help it for being like this
in this event...

Don't know why,
I'm expecting for something special
for my coming birthday...
Which is in 4 days time..

But unfortunately,
I have no date on that day....
NO DATE!!
Not even my dear is besides mii...
He have to work that day...
And my mom is working too...
What to do??
It's a weekday...

Sometimes I hate my birthday...
Why it have to be at the end of the year??
Everybody would only remember Christmas
and a coming New Year...
I just some dust at some random corner....

Somehow I just wish that
I could get a surprise from my friends...
I know I'm greedy....
I'm sorry...