I wanna go home

There is too much hatred that I dont even know where to start telling. 

Gahhhh. I'm so damn tired now. I just wanna go back home, where my family is. 

I just wanna cuddle myself in the bed all day long and need not to do a single thing. 

I just wanna be that little girl that enjoys all the love in the world from her family and need not to worry about backstabbing and the most hurtful words. 

I just wanna hide in my room and need not to worry about what people think about me and of course, I wouldn't have to care about what people want me to do because they wouldn't have the right then. 

I just wanna be happy. Why is it so hard?